yes, that is the combination i have with me right now…with pandora’s tango tunes too…its lovely…it is feb 2oth, hmm dont really know what to say about this day…so lets start will updates shall we?

life-good.

academic life-meh, can be better

lovel life- can someone fix it. asap.

life after college-don’t want to think about it.

so, i think this is where we don’t really have a mid life crisis but definitely a very unsuccessful year 20. talkin about 20 on 20..haha, would you look at that…i guess the fact that my person has not yet showed up is a little frustrating, because i feel like i have alot of love in me and that needs to be shared….or i will self destruct. no just kidding. then again, i am only 20…only 20? sounds weird right…”only” 20….

margh. anyways..i am not lonely, not at all..i have surrounded myself with an amazing core of friends…yes, you can surround your self with a core…and its lovely. they are there for me when i need them the most..like last night, when two of my friends, ian and hossam tucked me into bed because i got shitfaced off of 4 glasses of wine…yes, i am a lightweight. they even gave me pecks, which was cute….or the fact that my dear polina, even though is leaving for la russ…russia, so so soon…she and i will be together no matter what. the friend list is endless…anyways…sorry, i digressed…this is just turning into a rant now..

lets see…well, back to the love life..or lack of one…i saw ma man in a brown trench walking to work this morning. he is oh so good looking and oh so mean for not understanding my feelings. I WAS JUST BeiNG honest. yea…so i confessed my feelings to him…and he said…”okay” and gave me a weird corner of the eye stare…and i was like…yes, “i was like” really? alexey? really?. an OKAY? 

i had to feed him questions to get a response…which i am not surprised by at all…he loves the japanese. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaanyways that was in the past. a past two weeks ago.

but, my person. and you will understand what i mean by this if you are my person. my fist sized heart is starting to get very restless…very very very restless, so please tap me on the shoulder and say when you’re around. 

thats all teh tipsy speak i have for ya folks.

till then, shabby kisses. 

oh and the burnt tongue is from eating booiling hot indian food..in both senses of the word hot, last night…