look at how times change…hello February 2010…I can’t believe I have already lived an entire month of 2010…and statuses of life so far stay unchanged in some cases…and others, not so much…I didn’t really have a new year’s resolution for the year…just, some things in mind…gotten rid of some time consuming and ill resulting thoughts…although in quiet moments, those little bits of broken glass mirrors still reflect snippets of times that are bittersweet…I try to look more at the sweet…turned a new leaf…
so I was on tumblr…yes this entry has some purpose…and pondering on the what could have beens…in the end…most people think I am your average 19 year old girl, they are quite right…but..any ways…I found it ridiculously coincidental that a series of phrases in cool typography were lined up one after the other…all statements that I had thought of in my head…( in my head cause there were no ears to listen…still none…well, not the ones I would have wanted anyways…)
here they are…
1. don’t let me down,
2. make a decision,
3. this is not news to me
4. what do you want from me? what do you want from yourself? how does anyone know?
5. you’re all I need,
6. miss you,
7. People change and forget to tell one another…
It connects…it just does…in my labyrinth like and messy mind, it makes sense…but…then again…it’s all coincidental…the sequence of these statements are not the same as the sequence of these thoughts I had in my head at the time..its more like 6, 5, 1, 2, 4, 3, 7.…but yea, I’ve stopped over analyzing( cue smug giggle now/sarcastic laughter)…just amused these days…and its moments like these that make the Xs race across my calendar, crossing each day out with another coincidental day dream . only at night…

oh, and here is another tumblr post that just came in and just behaves like a puzzle piece. 

If you don’t want to sleep, it is not insomnia.
Ha…wow…k…I have a 10 am with prof. lebergott tomorrow…some of you know my situation. ha